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hi people...

well jus feel like blogging...

currently engross with cooking and the guines pig is crispy and ah lan...haha

anyway jus feel like cooking lately....ha

but the outcome of cooking for both of them is similar...ha.... both are picky.....

had setbacks cooking for them..... haiz.... ha

but wat can i do? ...... my choice ma.....ha

telling the truth IT REALLY HURTS.....

haha....

welll..... lately dear is a little selfish....ha

he knows

but....

still the same....

ha.... hope we will be closer soon.....

We meet for two days..... wed and thurs.....

i wanted to meet him for fri but

dun wan la.....

like what he said we have a lot of time ahead ma....

haha.... so like that lor....

also ok la

i can stay at home and make sushi...

haha

made him angry today....

ehhh.... apologise liao... but think again .... it all started with a joke.... and he got angry...ha

hmmm.... am i playing with fire then burnt myself..... can said to be somethign like that

ha...

no matter wat

ehhh....

life goes on

JIAYOU FRIENDS<<<<<>

Hi people,
I have grown .....i can feel it..... ha... i wonder if anyone can sense it but i do myself.....
The only reason that i blogged today is because i have this sudden urge of sharing my life with you all....

Family
Firstly family, as you all might know i am a lazy person.....ha.... someone who stays beside TV and don't move about to help and clean the house unless i am super free....ha...but recently i felt that i need to make a move and do something for the house by cleaning up the house or cook something. most of the time i volunteer to wash the dish without anyone telling me....hmmm.... i feel better this way.... i must perserver to contribut more to my family...

Friends
My report is coming to an end soon and finally get a chance to go out with my girls and xing xing and a new member EUNIE..... ha...anyway after Eunie left us we went to arcade to play ..... is so fun.... we all got so high that attract a lot of attention...... was really fun....ha....play my hearts out.....we took neoprint too.... i still think i am the best one...haha.. neoprint face...hahah(bei hell bai).....ha

Relationship
Currently dear is sick .... hmmm then i thought of bringing him some soup since i am cooking for my family... first day got him duck soup..... he finishes .... the second day i cook for him black chicken.......he finishes too... but left the chicken he dun wan so i ate them .... the second day i sara.... cook the wrong soup ... he say black chicken is for woman.....ehhh.... drink la... still complain....box u..... anyway he is still sick... hope he get well soon....

After 1 year of dating, we are taking a slower step currently..... not as passionate and proactive as before...... met a lot of obstacles and i believe there is more to come. ... well i am more assured now.... know where we are going.... crispy bought me a flower .....haha... he seldom or never buy such thing to make me happy except valentine .... so i was surprise.... but that is not i want.... he know wat i want lor.....

Myself
I am someone who is less afraid now and had a lot of negative emotions taken away....
I do not wan to waste my life...
I am going to fully utilize my life....
I am a fortunate and bless person.....
I want my friends and family to be happy....
I want all of them to gum and i will be gum too....
I want and will be positive to face all the challenges ahead of me
I believe time will speak out for me so i have nothing to be afraid then.

LOVE,
Ting Ting