today is a MEGA HOT DAY !!! warning .... anyone get out of house will gonna burnt...... ARGHHH.... including the HAIR..... will become curly..... because singapore become a microwave OVen..... now i can feel how the bread feel......

actually not intending to go out one..... but sis keep asking me to go out....... dots....... the first time she ask i say dun wan la i stay at home......... the second time she ask i say i dun wan to go out and spend money..... the third she plead me...... i cannot dun give her face MAh.... so i say ok lo u go change first....... SO SIAN!!

Then i CHAO BIN all the way..... i feel i am bao qin tian..... dots la....... keep grumbling...... we reach tampines first because XY is late......so we walk walk lo......we went to tampines one jap supermarket to FEEEL the aircon.....URGHHH..... feel great.....then ah lan want to buy a drink.... alamak i say dun buy, waste money.... is quite ex...... but she insisted....... so buy lo...... the drink is so chilling man.... ha.....

then hor we still walk walk...... to feel the aircon....... urghhhh..... anything i see i want to buy and eat sia......ha..... food is basic human right....... so no body can STOP ME!...... ROAR.......ha.... still i never buy i jus say.......ha....... seeing them can make me full then it will be great...... ha.... the strawberry cream puff...... I WANT TO eat...... but sold out..... is god cheap man!.... ha.....

Then we meet XY....... she is MEGA chao bin also....... so two chao bin and one happy bin (ah lan)... went shopping ...... ha..... even when ah lan treat her lunch she also chao bin...... like the fries owe her chilli sauce...... haha..... but i know she is not feeling very well today.......ha... get well soon my lady......

SO tired.... eye sore..... hope dear can do well for his studies!.... JIA YOU

P.S...... damn.. one eye double eye lid.... another one MEGA double eye lid.... ( -.= )......

woohoo...
i had not blogged for quite sometimes and i thought i almost miss this feelings of blogging
is quite true that i had some sort of abandon the feelings of blogging.
instead i replaced another method by keeping most of them to myself ..... or share with friends....
is so hard to explain how i truly feel currently........
is a passage to really growing up.......
i learnt a lot lately especially communications......
it ain't easy..... communication is just like an art ...... pretty abstract and very personal....
the way you convey differentiates how the person receives this message......ha
so chim...... but i totally can understand this
communications is a two way swing....... when i push forward it has to swing back then the swing will keep swinging.................correct?
is a force ........ especially true in relationship because it helps to sustain the momentum in a relationship keeping two people together....... but both parties have to be actively involve in this activity. ha.......... then it will sustain longer........

Dear's personality test result

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hey people recently i just done with a personality test and is quite interesting. you all can try....ha...u agree with the result?ha

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i feel neglected lately,

ha......... i need someone........

job is hard to find

the interview that was just confirmed was rejected again in an email

i did not tell anyone....ha

maybe jus blogged

ha

neglected?

that's life?

wat the helll...............

hahahahahahah............................ CRAP LA>>>>>>>> get lost.

today is a pain day..... ha... last night was another sleepless night deal to the pain........argh...
friendship, relationship, watever ship can be so fragile......... they can be as sturdy as a glass, but when there is a crack, the glass will shatter one day............ ha........ wow

so the best is to cuddle the glass in your both hands. to secure it. imagine you are passing the glass around among friends, someone did not catch it or ignore it, the glass drop and friendship ends. same goes to relationship, when u are holding the glass and you pass the glass to your partner, if he/ she ignores or look else where , the glass drops as well.

In any of the situation is not wrong in the relationship or friendship. as it is a person's choice. the person choose to drop it or ignore it then it shows the person does not care. stop the passing game with the person then. if you know the person will not treasure then why continue? ha. What you have to do is move on. and this time you have to open your eyes and look for someone who is not great or perfect or mr. right or miss right, but is someone who is willing to treasure what you are always treasuring(refers to a relationship /glass)..... that will be perfect for any type of ship, be it relationship or friendship. ha

The one really appreciates you is the one you looking out for, not someone who tries means to change you to the person they are looking out for. ha. girls understand? If you think you are unable to accept it or you feel you can't carry on anymore. let the other party know. NOT drop the glass/relationship....... this is the least respect that the other person deserves i guess.....ha. is really hard to judge a personwhen u are so involve in a relationship, you dunnoe you should rem the goodsthat the person done or the present that the person did? ...ha...wise girls will find a way out sooner or later.........ha........

i am not implying to anything or anyone but this is how i truly feel. oh well..... ..... ha

love,
Ting Ting

hi people.... i had forgotten to mention my vday.....
is sweet.... really sweet
ha
first of all dear came over to my house and fetch me.... ha
he passed a box of chocolate to me... with words.... , DAR, i love you, happy valentines day, heart shape, smiley face........ha...by the way i ate the rest le.

so sweet and thoughtful... is effort....
then we left home and go down to east coast park.....ha
the secret place he mentioned was at east coast park.....
oh well so we walked..... and walked and walked......
and suddenly pop up two person out of the blues to sell rose to us.....ha
i chose a pink rose...... ha
as we proceed.... and proceed..... passing by the road traffic station .... and we finally saw liliputt.
ha
it is situated at the third floor of the building.
ha
we had great fun....
ha
i win dear...ha but he let me win oone ba...ha.... he is so skill la...ha

Then we had dinner at sushi tei....ha... the ambience was great.... ha... we had a great time man... and dear really dotes on me ...ha... i order a lot of stuff...ha

during the dinner time i pass him my vday present and he was very happy.......ha is a korean watch...ha... and he passed me a hand made photo booklet .....ha ... with some words written inside. ha.....it definitely worth more than my watch....ha .... he is so thoughtful....ha

thanks dear for everything .... the letter is very touching too... is a blessing to be with you....thank you very much.

love,
ting

Hi people

I'm unofficially out of NYP . and i have some people here i wan to mention because i feel that they are the people who makes a different in my poly life.

1. Shi Hui
Top of the list is a really good friend i had in NYP. Though we never contact each other much now. i still think she is one friend i can't do without in my poly life. She is the one that hears my trouble. fills my day. and make me smile too. ha. she might appear quiet but only those who know her well know that she uses rough vulgars that will shock you. ha. i am a little sad that we might not be able to be as close as before. still i wish her all the best for her work and studies ahead.

2. Ai ping
Second person who i should mention is this auntie who is always there for friends. ha. she treasures friends and really jiang yi qi. ha. but she is not very smooth in relationships. I really hope she can find the right person and not to waste time on people that don't deserve the wait.ha.

3. Elaine
Well this girl is a nice girl but sometimes she will have something that i cannot accept. ha. she is childish la, over kua zhang in her description la...ha.... and like to wear little la....ha....ha.... but she is sweet at times, she sends postcard to me when she was in australia...ha....u see.... when i feel like smashing her then she suddenly so nice... ha. forgive and forget la..... ha.... and i wanna tell her something her instead she misunderstood me..... i dun dislike pai gu....ha... he is a nice person.... but you two are not suitable in characters. ha.... i said the same to paigu tooo.ha.... jia you lo.... i hope you two can be happy everyday.... ha

4. Sathish
he is a great friend. really really helpful. ha... was really fortunate that i had such a friend during my OIPP. though we are not contacting each other due to our own tied schedule. i wan to wish him all the best in everthing that he does. jia you

5. Joo Hao
he is definitely a pervert.ha... said him umpteen times.ha.... he look pervetic with his eye brow and he is ....hahah.... but still he is one friend that is nice to work with.ha... thans for him . my last sem is not that bored. once dislike him due to his wierdo behaviour..but after knowing him better...ha.... he is indeed a nice friend to him. ha

6.Davis
hmmmm.... is hard to describe this friend....eh .... once feel that we are unable to be friend due to different mind set and he might have some concept about me. ha . still in the end it ends up fine... ha.... i suan him. he suan me.ha.... and we help each other in our last sem.ha.... cool man. hope cassandra is the right girl for you.ha

7. ah liang
ha.... this bitch i must say... ha... why i said that becasue he is one person who is nice to get along and chat. ha.... ha....a great echnician with a jackie chan nose...ha.... omg.... i believe he will definitely be successful in the future. ha.... thansk for the ticket and help along the way... ha

8. Ah yan....
ha.... omg how can i leave out my bedroom mate...ha the onw that sleep with me. share with me. pull through a lot with me. and care for me. ha. she is a great person . with her around i feel safe and secure becasue she is one person who is so gan ho......ha... love her... ha wish her ever best in her future. ha.... miss those times that we shopped crazyly together. ha

9. yan seng
ha i must thank this great friend of mine. really helpful too...ha... i am a fortunate person. ha... i wan to thank him for tuitioning me in some of the modules and really helped me a lot. ha. treated him fries and drink. ha... should treat him a movie tooo. ha....

Other people whom i shall mention here are people i know in school and nice to be with. i wann thank them one or another in any way....ha

sok fun- ha... french class mate
shreen - classmate
pei qi-classmate
rachel - classmate
fiona-classmate....ha
andrew- classmate....nice chap... he is way too soft....ha

Thanks people . love you guys. take care